My boobs were my tools of the trade for almost 20 months.

Once my youngest daughter weaned herself from the Magical Boob Juice, the fun really began!

(And by fun we all know I mean chaos!)

Pull up a chair, sit a while, read a few pages.

Keep and open mind and a joyful heart and you too can get pumped into the world of The Milk Maid.


7/31/07

I Can't Decide...

... Should I enter the week with a negative attitude?

Yeah, you know it sure feels like it's going to be the week from hell. Monday my dog dies, Tuesday my mom's a bitch (oh wait, that's every day)-- Tuesday I have to tell my extremely tender-hearted drama queen 9 year old that yet another animal has crapped out on us. Wednesday- perhaps I'll break a toe or get Avian Flu. Thursday is Jef's blood draw- come on and clap you hands while I have a full scale melt down. Friday- well, I'm expecting a shower of molten lead!
Or-
...Should I look for the life lesson in all this? By the way, I must squinch up my face when I say life lesson- I look like a tiny mole going 'liiife lessin' all smooshie-faced.

[Announcer voice]: Your dog may be dead, but it's not your hubby, your kids, or you - so HEY it's all good.

Ok- I do kind of see it that way. I'm trying to keep the humor alive here because if you can't laugh then you'll go insane, right? It could be a lot worse than it already is. I know that! But I like some feeling of normalcy in my life. I don't remember a day in the past... 6 months? Year? Two years? When everything was just "normal". When I wasn't worried about anything other than what grocery store to shop at or how to cut my hair.

Jef and I had a long discussion last night about what truth is. Is the truth something you believe to be true, or something that is proven correct, whether you have validity of that or not. Faith's truth right now is that Buster is just sick. In her world he's still alive. In my world, I know the truth is that he has passed on. So is truth subjective? Is it all relative? I don't know.

24 comments:

Marcy "meg" said...

I am sorry... I know I just put that in your other post... but that is all I can think to say. It plain sucks and I cannot stand when animals get sick. At least he isn't suffering anymore... that is the only bonus.

B said...

Sweetie, I'm so sorry. You're right, none of this is fair. I wish I lived closer, and could give you all a big hug. We'll be thinking about you guys..and praying that Jef's blood draw tomorrow yeilds positive results.

alifred said...

I am so sorry to here about Buster. Its so hard when animals get sick. Hopefully Faith will understand in time. Best of luck to yall, and I hope things get better.

Michell said...

I'm so sorry. I can't imagine how difficult it is to think of telling Faith. And my thoughts will be with you later this week for the blood draw, hoping for great results.

kittenroar5 said...

I'm thinking of you ... I hope the molten showers of led never appear, but if they do, you will make it. You are strong. Kisses and hugs.

Marcy "meg" said...

Good luck at the appt on Thursday.. Tell Jef we are thinking of him!

underdog said...

The truth is both relative, and absolute. Akin to "perception is reality". We get it in the tiny pebbles that we can handle. Thoughts and prayers are with you, ma dear! May the blood draw be positive! Wait, negative! Wait, well, the results you want!! RaJen

Milk Maid said...

Ra- he isnt trying to get pregnant! Not this week anyway! :D

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